Cynder.2509

(I did this once as a post on Tumblr but nobody seemed to catch up so I'm gonna try here) Hello, I’m HunterI’ve been kinda lonely recently since a lot of my friends became inactive and I’d like to make more friends. I’m looking for some to hang out in game and to have some nice talks.Now some things about myself: I’m a ftm transgender (I’d really love to meet another trans people in the community too!) from Germany who loves Charr, Sylvari and Trahearne. What I do mostly ingame is very random. I do a lot of stuff actually like story (even if I do it for 1000 times), RP (actually only with myself because I haven’t found anyone and I’m not sure how to to it), developing stories for my characters (I’m currently sitting on a big novel project about my characters for two years), enjoying the ambience and some more. I’m not into stressing myself or others, I prefer doing stuff chilled. (So that means no speedrunning or toxic elitism) And yes, I know what I’m doing! I’m a massive ball of anxiety, paranoia (for example: I’m always afraid of others judging me and thinking I’m bad even if I don’t have to worry because I do play since start but that was on a different account I lost when I had a break from 2014 to 2015. So I returned on this current one September 2015) and depression. So please be nice to me.If there’s anything you still want to know or if you want to talk don’t hesitate to send a message!Anyways, if you’re down for it do so and drop a message or contact me ingame (Cynder.2509)! :DThank you for your time and I’m looking forward to meet you! Here’s my Discord if you want to have a good talk beside:https://discord.gg/kM3gz2 (If it’s expired just drop a message so I can reinvite you. I need to set this to links to expire because of some issues I’ve had and for protection)

Well, I'm trying to help mostly to be honest but sometimes I just run past by because I'm extremely anxious and it makes me feel uncomfortable to approach strangers. (yes, I mean ingame)Don't get me wrong, I'd like to help out but when I suffer from my usual anxiety and paranoia attacks there's no way. Also I'm always afraid everyone is judging me even though I play since start and know my stuff.And no, I don't confuse the game with the real world. Playing games just feels different to me than others might feel playing a game. I have some sort of connection to my character and for example hate it when people come near me or run through me. I'm always the one who waits at gathering spots for the others to be done before I mine, log or harvest.But anyways if there's anyone needing help with something I'd like to help. Just tell me! :)

For the characters I got an entire site (not updated frequently but all characters are listed at least):http://is-it-because-im-charr.tumblr.com/charactersGonna look forward to find any time to update them soon.

There are so many beautiful areas in the game! Here are a few favorites of mine. is-it-because-im-charr.tumblr.com/post/171484787998

Interesting thing indeed!I once had a very weird dream where the name for the dragon somehow got leaked through a leak regarding an expansion that was going for the water dragon and its name was "Septragon" I don't know why I dreamt anything like this. Anyway, I just wanted to share this somehow.