Metas exist for a reason. For example, paragraphs are also meta. You don't need them if you're able to convey thoughts and ideas in a creative manner, but in this case, well, I'm afraid it probably illustrates your issue way more than you think. The reason behind most people not wanting to read what you just wrote is pretty much the exact same reason why most people aren't going to want you in a squad. And this will be true regardless of actual skill. I'm not saying that whatever you wrote here is bad or wrong, because that's not true. But take a moment to read what you wrote out loud and decide if people are really going to take some time out for you. I read it. I think he makes a good point.